The Spinster's Exploits

After my lovely time Domme-ing my lover, I was reminded of his ability to also control as he kissed and teased me into a tangle of desire. He encourages me to share my fantasies but the one I was having as I was pleasured this time was too chaotic to share. My fantasies often jump around  – just like my Ms. Bloom piece posted previously.

This one was a recurring theme – domestic discipline – and in a posh house setting. Basically – a young wife who marries a “Lord of the Manor” who believes in domestic discipline for his staff and wife. She sees a maid punished and at a later date receives punishment herself. And later still is told she is going to receive more severe punishment. And he discusses her punishment with her before and after each incident and during their lovemaking and she is horrified, contemptuous, excited, frightened, defiant and aroused by what unfolds. As with Ms Bloom, I bounce around in time imagining the various scenes and the tellings and retellings of what will and what has happened.

And after writing about hairbrushes and oof moments, I was looking for my account of erotic spanking when I found a short story I’d written with the above plot based in the 19^th century and called “Victoriana” – 27 pages of it and couldn’t resist a reread! It was the whole fantasy. I sometimes write and outline to remind myself of possible stories, or start a story as a trigger. But this had all of the above – spanking the maid, spanking the maid and wife, a ‘bedroom’ spanking of the wife, their sexual history and his plans for becoming stricter and expanding their sex life! And her acceptance and excitement at all of the above!

When I was writing spanky erotica I would start writing a fantasy and it would grow like Topsy! I imagined my characters and their backgrounds and often their self-delusion or not-yet acknowledged desires and scenarios would emerge. And a paragraph of thought would turn into a complex tale with a fairly hackneyed and cliché’d heart, but fun for all that. In my fantasies – and so my stories – I love first times and the surprise for the spanker, spankee – or both – at their reaction – usually after the event, which then leads to further plans for repetition. And that opportunity to think back on what happened before and may be about to happen again, but differently is delicious. And so a formulaic paragraph turns itself into a delightful and complex fantasy of pleasure and pain or a surprisingly long short story.

I was going to tell my lover about the bones of my fantasy at a later date so he’d know what was going on in my head, but sent him the story instead – I was delighted to have such a full account of the mad kaleidoscope I imagined as I was so thoroughly pleasured.