The Spinster's Exploits

As a spankee the thoughts around knickers and the very word caused me many a happy shiver – especially when I was in the closet and didn’t dare discuss my weird thoughts and fantasies.

For someone who is so often commando I see a certain irony. When I first met a lovely ex – my first proper spanking relationship – I actually put some on when we first met, although we both behaved impeccably. And I later learnt I’d given him an unintended flash, rearranging myself on the beach!

When I finally found the so-called “spanking community” on-line I was amazed at the love of what I consider “gym knickers” – an unattractive garment I wore only to P.E. with a gym skirt. Others wore them under their uniform for modesty/security and I guess helped foster a fetish… Spankos into the whole school uniform thing took it very seriously with “proper” uniform including the dreaded gym/regulation knickers.

Before I understood about paedophilia, I saw the whole schoolgirl look as a fun and easy fancy dress option. I did however, aspire to the older St. Trinian look of short skirt and flashing stocking tops, naturally teamed with the pretty and somewhat scanty scraps of nylon my friends and I favoured in the seventies.

I have fond memories of shopping trips at the beginning of the college term when I was a student. If we couldn’t find anything else to buy, we would add to our collection of “scanties”. I seem to remember BHS or CA doing an amazing line in such wispy pieces of nonsense – very saucy, but surprisingly robust with a proper cotton gusset, despite the sometimes sheer nylon and daring side-ties.

I hate the word “panties” which just sounds American and mealy-mouthed – especially when used to describe all such garments including the most sturdy and triple-gusseted! I can just about cope with it being used to describe the cute wispy things of my youth but still hesitate to accept it.

I love knickers, drawers and even pants when such items are under discussion in a sexual or spanking scenario. And I love describing clothing when writing erotica. I have great fun with historic scenarios where bloomers, French knickers or directoire ones can add to the fun.

And although so-many of Ms Austen’s characters could have featured in a spanking scenario, my understanding is that they too went commando!